

Being that close with a person is not that adviceable. I hate to say it but thats true. why? look, when time comes that you and the person will have to part ways, it will hurt and affect you that much. Im saying this because my cousins, aunt and uncle had to fly back to england awhile ago. I pity my cousin michael the most because he really doesnt want to go home yet. He even quoted yesterday, in our house, because we had a little despidida party for them that he would tie himself to the phillipines.. very touching ryt yet that made me sad also. I slept with them last nyt and he even made sure that i will really sleep there.*i dont have any clothes with me kasi eh, thats why he assured it first, i also ask for an extra toothbrush too because i dont have any at their house.* He walked after me and even slept beside me and my other cousin, joy. He is supposed to sleep in their room rather get some pillows and squashed himself between me and joy. very sweet. we even shared a single pillow together. I will miss both of my cousins, michael and andrew, very much. I even told them that i'l fly to england on october because it would be my 18th birthday, and toldl him that we'll meet again very soon. Andrew told me too that he would give me a hundred and five pounds. *sigh* im missing them already. very much. i hope that i can have a visa so that my little joke for them can be turned into reality. Michael even told me that i was torturing him because i keep on telling them that il go to england knowing the fact that i dont have a visa. After that, i joked again that if he doesnt want me there, *tampo mode kunwari* il just spend my bday with my lola in us because i have a visa there, but his mom asked him if he wants to go to us too... at most, we would probably see each other again after 2 years. i miss the way he tickles me, annoys me by calling me ate aileen, hug me, bite me, and all. he is really very sweet.